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I am craving for cupcakes..

Hey bby.

Actions are stronger than words, most said. But my actions doesnt really reflect anything much for you kan? Sorry b. =(

Oh Gosh.

Received a message from Daryl on the 18th of March (off day) saying, "roy told me that you will be transfered to Marina square starting from 22nd march." it took me a few minutes to take it in. now i wish that i've never complained for being posted at jurong point. heard that the outlet at Marina Square is damn boring. like no one goes there to shop. *MY REACTION*: im hoping for this attachment programme to end. NOW.

Dedicated to you.

Friend.

You're a true friend,

that i want you to know,

Our love for each other

has helped us to grow.

We've been through some tough times,

but we've made it through.

The only one i've ever trusted was you.

You helped me through anger,

you've chased away fears.

You held me through sadness,

and kissed away tears.

You stayed by my side

when the world turned away.

You helped me see joy

when the skies are all gray.

You were the rainbow,

at the end of the storm.

You help me be different

when i shouldnt conform.

You held my hand

when you knew we would fall.

Every heartache

you saw me through it all.

Im not sure

Im always the best friend to you

i know im not perfect

but this much is true.

When life get you down,

when there's nowhere to turn,

i'll help you through and

i'll share your concern.

I'll try my best to return every favour

when you sure that you'll drown

then i'll be your lifesaver

even if we both go down.

Whether we sink or swim

doesnt matter at all,

just know that i'll be there

whenever you call.

There's one thing i promise,

of this im sure.

When the time comes

that we're put to our rest,

Be sure that you know that,

My Friend, You are the Best.

Eventhough the poem was not written by me, its one of the best to express my feelings. Its really sad to know that im drifting apart with my best friend. well, we do meet like once a month. but once a month?? its kind of pathetic sey =( i miss the old days. we would chat like no one else's business. we would be in our own world. heheh. i really miss that. and having attachment has not helped much since i have to work by shifts. and off day is the only day that im able to have proper rest. im praying that it would be different after graduating. SERIOUSLY. i still love my best friend. No one could ever replace her.

My life this days

My whole body is aching right now. Standing up for the whole day at work really sucks. and just to entertain myself, i would keep on folding the clothes on the same wagon. eventhough customer only messed up one set of pyjamas, tu pun aku nak lipat balik. thats how boring life is. i prefer standing at the cashier. But too many things to remember. so many cards. so many promotions. so many vouchers. AND SO MANY KIASU CUSTOMERS. they are willing to wait to pay lesser. split payment.

and then.. the stupid aunty... really getting on my nerves alrdy. she not even teaching me how to do float out. in fact, when i asked qns ader ke patot die marah aku. n she goes saying, "dont touch! later cannot finish then everybody go home, u stay here alone i tell you. u finish eveything i tell you." and she would repeat it for like 3 times. GOD!!! how irritating can she get. at the end of the day. i learn nothing from her. like how Daryl and Santhosh said it, "NOTHING" (indian accent)

Moving on, friends could be assholes at times. seriously, how can you all be so childish? umur dah braper sial korang. this minute we are friends and the next, we are enemies..against each other like cats and dogs. and when u all lose a friend, all of u didnt even realise that its all because of u guys. the way all of u joked around, the ways u say things and more. biler da hilang kawan, all u guys say was, "takpe arh, die takde kiterorng tak rugi pape per".. wake up ur bloody idea lah. one by one had left u guys. jgn smpi seme orng da against korang baru nak sedar sudah. tu mcm da terlmbt siol. seriously, u guys are fun to hang around with. but with that kind punyer mulut ehk and kalau da tak tau nak jage hati orng. then staying away from u guys really worth a whole lot.

It may seems like i aint got any problem. But the fact is that i really think alot about alot of things that it seems hard to put it to words. It my nature to not let all my feelings out. That is how i am.

Hilmi and I.

My beloved brother.

ITP.

Today i've officially start my ITP. the staffs there are friendly jgak... more like too friendly. hahahs. thats a good thing right?! eerrr yeah...Hence, i will suffer for 6 wks. haiz.. first day alrdy kena station at the cashier counter. haiyoo. got nets, visa, mastercard, value-plus. must sign somemore lah... I just need to do my best then.. ;) lets hope they send me to orchard so i can see santhosh n falisha. n by any chance, to meet aaron at PS.

I reallli dont want to be attached to the stupid aunty again... argh!!! fuck her upside down.. Because of u i did a lot of mistakes damn it.

For YOU.

Thats all.

I've got no mood to post for the class outing at ECP. no pictures. hate it. Lets just say FUN started after 10pm. when only our clique remain and after the stupid shit confrontation session ended. Lots of cockroach. Lots of fire starter used. Lots of uncooked food. Lots of failure attempts to start the fire. Lots of laughter. Lots of shoutings and singing. Lots of coke.

Freedom

This morning, i woke up at about 9am and Hilmi was kneeling down at my side of the bed, staring. I then realised that i was suppose to sent him to the tuition centre (or whatever shit it is called) at 8! Hilmi said no one woke him up. But he didnt even feel the urgency to wake me up and just stare?! wth adek. good thing im a light sleeper.

Nevertheless, glad to be done and over with exams. :) every paper has been like hell to me. so hard. but not for Daryl lah huh. hahahs. anyway, ystrday marks the last day of exam. Sat beside Daryl for paper. and throughout the whole paper, the invigilator kept checking on Daryl for he kept looking around and not focus on the paper. His intention was not to cheat though. But obviously the lecturer would think otherwise right. Hahahs. It was hard to cheat anyway since our tables are far apart from each other. tsk!

Anyway, the plan was to enjoy and celebrate at Sentosa yesterday. Overnight skali. but... due to complications, there's a change of plan.. so instead, we will just have CLASS OUTING on this fri.. :( Sooooo... yesterday kuar ngn bf. ;p Went to sunshine plaza for lunch/dinner. the pakcik at the eating place still recognise me lah. hahahs.. He asked, " da tk nmpk pun yang lain2 from healthwise?" i proudly told him that the company is not doing very well now *evil laugh* and most of us went to further our studies. i really miss the food there... SEDAP... especially the mee goreng. and i regret going to bugis after that. felt like buying alot of things but cant cause i've not been working alot last month so the pay suck. :( surprisingly, Iluma do sell nice clothes.

To think of it, we have only 4 days to rest, enjoy, party, celebrate, shopping, etc.. before our attachment starts. Wah i kena John Little at Orchard sia. *not even sure where it is* Falisha is assigned to the lingerie department at Robinson Centrepoint. Heehee.. wonder which department i will be assigned to. im hoping for the kids department since john little nyer baju mostly for nyonya2 so not worth being in that department.. good lah kan.. at least there's no reason to waste my money on the stuff there.

I think i have to get a camera soon. I've got no pictures to post for any outing i've blogged about sey. My hp also tak gune. spoil. cant even read the memory card. hmm and im dying to get sony ericson Aino phone.. argh!! But is it even good? hehehs.. New hp and a camera then.. hmm kayer lah tu..

End this post by saying, i love u b... the msg u sent me yesterday was soooo long n sweet. ;)